Self sabotage

Sweep away the judgement, my love

Sweep away the anger and the fear

And on the bare stone floor of longing and despair

Lay a sweet wide bed of compassion for me to lay my aching heart

Kiss my tears as they fall

The shame that I have turned away from you for so long

My own sweet heart 

My essence that was never me or mine

Wrap me in a warm blanket of gratitude

And rock me with your gentle rhythm till my shoulders soften in surrender 

And I melt into your embrace

Light the flame of joy deep within my chest

Look me in the eyes that I might see your love

That I might see the truth of who I am